Deadhead--Someone who loves, and derives meaning from, the music of the Grateful Dead. The word used in this way is said to have been encouraged by Bill Graham.
The earliest meanings of the word "deadhead" predate the Grateful Dead by four centuries, but have intriguing resonances for its later use. The original Latin term, _caput mortuum,_ was used by alchemists to describe the residue "remaining after the distillation or sublimation of any substance, 'good for nothing but to be flung away, all vertue being extracted'"--i.e., used up. The Oxford English Dictionary notes the first recorded English use of this meaning of "deadhead" in a book called Gesner's New Jewell of Health, translated by George Baker, and published in 1576: "See whether the deadeheade be blacke."
By the mid-1850's, a "deadhead" had become "one who travels free, hence eats free, or, especially, goes free to a place of entertainment," and an 1883 review of Donizetti's opera Lucia Di Lammermoor in the London Daily Telegraph panned it by saying it was so "stale," even "the most confirmed deadhead" wouldn't try to scam in to the Opera House. "Deadheadism" was the practice of letting people into a show for free, and in 1860, Oliver Wendell Holmes wrote in Elsie Venner: A Romance of Destiny that one of his characters "had been 'dead-headed' into the world some fifty years ago, and had sat with his hands in his pockets staring at the show ever since." (Spacedancing was still 100 years away.)
The word was also applied to passengers riding trains without paying, with the implication that they were more like "dead head" of cattle than "livestock." The word is still in use in many trades and industries: A train that is being hauled by another train is a "deadhead," and a cabbie returning without passengers from a distant destination is said to be "deadheading back." Pruning flowers past their peak of blooming is also called "deadheading," e.g., "Annie deadheaded the roses."
The Dead-related meaning is beginning to infiltrate standard dictionaries. "A follower of the Grateful Dead rock group" is meaning #3 in the National Textbook Company's 1993 edition of the Dictionary of American Slang and Colloquial Expressions, with these examples of usage: "What do these deadheads see in that group?" and, "My son is a deadhead and travels all over listening to these guys." (One has to wonder if there's a Deadhead on staff at the National Textbook Company. The use of the word "bong" is illustrated by the cheerful, "Fill up your bong and let's get going," as well as the cautionary, "You can't just bong for the rest of your life!") The word "Deadhead" was trademarked by the Grateful Dead.
(from Skeleton Key: A Dictionary for Deadheads by David Shenk and Steve Silberman)
The moment that you realize you are a Deadhead is sometimes called "getting on the bus." "I got on the bus after that Fox show in '77, and started touring heavily." (A loss of interest is sometimes described as "getting off the bus.")
Most Deadheads recognize the phrase from Weir's lyric to "The Other One," "The bus came by, and I got on, that's when it all began with Cowboy Neal at the wheel of a bus to Never Ever Land." "The bus" was the Merry Pranksters' "Furthur," a renovated and customized 1939 International Harvester, bought by Kesey in the spring of 1964 for the Pranksters' road trip to the New York World's Fair, driven by "Cowboy" Neal Cassady.
The bus became a countercultural icon after the publication of Tom Wolfe's The Electric Kool Aid Acid Test. According to Wolfe, Kesey first uttered the phrase on the way to Houston, Texas, as he struggled for an ironic declaration of policy about what might happen to Pranksters who accidentally got left behind along the way. "There are going to be times when we can't wait for somebody," Kesey announced. "Now, you're either on the bus or off the bus. If you're on the bus, and you get left behind, then you'll find it again. If you're off the bus in the first place then it won't make a damn."
Deadheads have enlarged on Kesey's declaration, so that the words mean more than being on a particular bus, and more than being a Deadhead. The phrase has become a metaphor for having had a particular insight, a knowledge transmitted through the music, the experience of shows, the psychedelics, and the community.
"Getting on the bus," says longtime Head Alan Mande, "means crossing the perceptual threshold, as in Lewis Carroll's Through the Looking Glass and Joseph Campbell's Hero With A Thousand Faces. 'The bus came by and I got on' is a freeze frame of the flashpoint where Grateful Dead music triggers a psychic/spiritual awakening 'the kind of awakening the great religions first intended,' as Campbell said."(from Skeleton Key: A Dictionary for Deadheads by David Shenk and Steve Silberman)

What We'll Miss...
(This list was put together by my friend Patte from many, many people's posts to rec.music.gdead)
- Sufficient fluctuations in body chemistry
- Calling tunes
- When the lights first go down and nothing happens for five or ten minutes
- "Instant Best Friends" ("hey, will you watch my stuff, man?")
- Women washing their feet in sinks after a show
- Taper angst
- "Sorry I'm late, man"
- "C'mon, you can afford it--it's only 8 shows!"
- The roar and joy when Jerry walks on stage
- Beer in trash cans and bathtubs in hotel/motel rooms
- Ten people crashing in one hotel room
- Two rooms for two nights for nothing (Vegas '93)
- Having complete strangers recognize my hat..."Hey, weren't you at Mountainaire last summer? Yeah...I recognize the hat."
- Weekend-long taping sessions
- Driving a party nuts while listening to eleven China/Ryders to find "the one"
- Dancing to 9/10/91 Help/Slip/Frank at our wedding
- Space jams they got lost in
- Finding their way out of space jams
- Flipping people the "reverse bird"
- Mirthful one-liners:
"Beans! Who'll give me beans?"
"Bad jokes for your spare change..."
"Tee shirts, only five quid." "What's a quid?"
"Spam-filled gefilte-fish Twinkies..."
- Hundreds of heads walking beside rows of corn along the road leading from Deer Creek
- The Wembley employees' opinion of us: "Well, they are a bit strange and colorful, but my, they're nice!"
- "This again? Oh, have mercy!"
- Finding my friends in five minutes
- Begin free, feeling free, not being afraid to dance
--25--
- Showering in golf course lawn sprinklers
- Waking up in the parking lot and finding coffee right next door
- The loud jerk from Pottstown (we'd buy him a beer now...)
- Passing the hat
- Kind strangers
- Meeting at break
- Great shirts
- Great hats
- Complete irreverence for commercialism
- Posting set lists
- The life-sustaining parking lot
- The gathering of the tribes
- Laughing at botched songs
- People named Frog, Speedy, Log, and Lamebrain
- Meeting heads in six time zones
- The drive home: silence punctuated with philosophy
- Laughing cops on 34th Street (MSG '91)
- Friendly hotels (especially Hamilton)
- The ushers in Hamilton, Ontario who found my lost passport
- The young usher at Rosemont who found my 5 year old set list book (bless him!)
- Hanging my "Who are the Grateful Dead & why are they following me?" sign in the window or on the door of hotel rooms
- Frantically designing and cutting out tape covers
- The hours upon hours spent decorating mail order envelopes
- Heads dancing on the hill behind the stage in Portland
- The governor at the Boston show
--50--
- Ritual liquid in the men's bathroom at the U of MD Jerry show
- "I love you," at the JGB show
- Making more room in a packed car
- The chair in the back of George's truck
- Dancing in the moonlight and heat lightening. (Deer Creek '94)
- Driving/flying in the middle of the night
- "What'd they do last night?"
- "Ice cold veggie pasta salad"
- "Ice cold sodas"
- "Ice cold...anything"
- "I have absolutely nothing to sell!"
- Packing to go to shows
- VTC's
- "We've got to get beer before we get within 20 miles of the venue"
- "Craig likes to DRIVE!!!!!"
- Seeing "Naked Man" posture at Deer Creek
- "Cleveland BLOWS--let's go to Vegas." (after the canceled Richfield show)
- Paul getting married. (Vegas '92)
- "So, do you want windshield wipers or heat? We can't have both." (Hamilton '92)
- Jack waking up & flipping out cuz we had to go to a bad section of town to get gas (Hamilton '92)
- Steven singing Mama Tried (Auburn Hills '95)
- My soul rising above my body when "it" happens
- Asking my boss for vacation time and her reply: "So, where are they playing?"
- Taking the uninitiated to shows and having them become Heads
- Every single thing about Deer Creek
--75--
- "All Smoke"
- "Jack's Angst Park"
- Pip finally getting his UBC on 8/9/95
- "Nothing left to do but smile smile smile"
- Yelling in the taping section :-)
- The "wave"
- Patte's s'mores from hell (Deer Creek '94)
- Drum circles
- Finding that t-shirt you've been looking for 8 shows!
- Sleeping in a rental car outside of the hotel that was *supposed* to wait for your scheduled late arrival and then getting two rooms for two nights for nothing!!
- Waving at carloads of Heads on the way to the show
- Waiting for your tickets to arrive via mail or pals
- "I can't get through to the hotline...something must be up!"
- Sadly enough, fattie ANYTHING
- Dogs, dogs, dogs, puppies
- Cold beer and bootlegs in the lot after the show
- People walking up and saying "mushrooms/doses" to me, while with a large group of people
- Drums and space
- Variety of food in lot
- Stopping at rest stops and looking at heads coming in and out
- Being happy about UBC FINALLY being played
- Always getting a ride when hitchhiking
- Sitting in the sunshine listening to someone else's' bootleg a few cars away
- Shows with Kristen
- No more shows with Adam :-(
--100--
- Watching people dance their asses off
- The moment right when the lights go off...you smile...then you realize...FUCK!! Where's the flashlight? (taper pit humor)
- Slipknot/the moment/Franklin's
- Morning Dew live
- Knowing whatever state (physical/mind) I can always find a good beer in the parking lot
- Puddles
- Dancing with Steven on my back
- The roar of the crowd when Jerry hits the stage
- Twirlers
- Feeling completely connected to a stranger dancing next to you
- Screaming "Cheese it up, Bobby!"
- Saving money, worrying about tickets, worrying about vacation days, worrying about a ride, worrying...
- Listening to the tape on the way home
- Packing for tour and doing the "final" VTC before you leave for the airport
- Seeing Patte's hat in the crowd
- Making new friends
- All of the t-shirt and bumper sticker ideas we had that we never made
- Looking up at the moon shining behind the stage after it gets dark
- Watching the sun set behind the band
- Bubbles, bubbles, bubbles
- Wanting to hear a song so badly that you feel you'll just die if you don't hear it, and then they actually play it!!!
- Being surprised with a song you did not expect
- Falafel now, feel better later
- Grandma & Grandpa Deadhead on the train from Wembley to London
- "There will be no more West-Bound Circle Trains this evening. None whatsoever!!"
--125--
- Seeing the last Underground train out of Wembley filled to capacity
- Jerry calling the number of hits leading into BIODTL
- Seeing convenience stores completely cleaned out of everything
- "Can anyone give me a line out?"
- Seeing the lights all gradually go to yellow when Jer is smokin'
- 100 nude heads trying to fit under 4 shower heads in the Cal Expo lot
- Knowing your friends are at a show because you see people playing their phooseball<sp?> table in the lot
- Waking to men with guns, badges and dogs in your tent
- Not remembering which water is dosed
- Seeing $100 bottle of champagne come out of the most ragged backpack at New Year's
- Walking out of MSG and seeing walls of mounted and unmounted police channeling you in one direction. "They control the horizontal..."
- Healy's quad setup during drums/space
- Sitting in traffic for 5 hours because somebody was late showing up for their ride to Foxboro
- Mickey on the Beam
- Getting my American Express bill
- Bobby's giant rack of constantly malfunctioning guitar processors
- Sharing taxis with anyone in a dye
- Jerry's ashtray with the electric fan attached
- Writing on vans with paint-markers
- For those of you who took Metro to any recent RFK shows: Please move ALLLL THE WAY DOWNNNN
- New Year's at the old Oakland Auditorium (floor destroyed by Truckin')
- Meeting a Head who called himself "God" in Eugene 1981 and had changed his name to "Me Myself and I--I for short" a month later in Las Vegas
- The sound of nitrous tanks at work in the parking lot
- Girls on roller skates selling avocado-tofu sandwiches
- Walking with and talking to large bubbles as they drift in the breeze
--150--
- Going up
- Coming down
- "Kind Veggie_______ !" (fill in the blank)
- Drum circle under the bridge at RFK
- Cooler-riding beer vendors (you introduced me to Sierra Nevada--thanks!)
- The Wheel
- That feeling I got driving home from the last day of work before tour, always amazed at how quickly and completely the daily headache was forgotten
- Spinners
- Getting VERY interesting looks from the suited multitudes in downtown Albany as they left work, waded through the vendors to their cars, and turned the city over to us
- The massive family reunion I was invited to every three months
- Everything else
- Seeing $100 bottle of champagne come out of the most ragged backpack at New Year's
- The muscle pains after dancing all night
- Patting down or body type searches before entering some venues
- Women
- Women
- Hearing someone ask for money to bail out his buddy
- Banging garbage cans to "Aiko Aiko" or "Women are Smarter"
- "Hey ya got a ride?"
- "Let me see some id"--after getting caught drinking in the parking lot
- Once you leave you can't come back in
- Pain from falling when you overspin yourself
- Always, always, ALWAYS unexpectedly running into a friend at RFK
- Looking forward to the next show
- The happy, eyes-closed, singing faces in the crowd during Terrapin
--175--
- The drums under the bridge at RFK
- The girl sing-songing, "kind ganja BROWN-ies!"
- The guy with the electric bears and the prayer wheel that walks all over Oakland Coliseum grinning and flashing every night
- Getting that plain tri-fold envelope in the mailbox!
- The giant Gumby and the Bear that walk around hugging people at shows
- Dancing with my eyes closed
- Opening my eyes and seeing Jerry looking RIGHT AT ME (even in the nosebleed section with obstructed view!)
- Decorating mail-order envelopes
- Picking out the Family people. ("Look, there's Harry Popick! There's Bear! There's Bralove! Don't look now, Candace is right behind you!")
- Putting glow in the dark stars on the ceiling of every motel we stayed in. (this is a great trick, because you can't see them in the daylight..imagine all those baffled future occupants! :-)
- Cooking up treats for everyone in our tour family
- Teaching our friends' 2-year old to say, "Play Scarlet/Fire, Jerry!!!"
- All of the friends I never see any other time
- Saving up frequent flyer miles and deciding "Oakland! No, Arizona! No, Oakland! No, wait --"
- Trying to figure out the lyrics and titles of new tunes
- Loaning my pen all around for setlists (it always came back, too!)
- Thanking the security guys on the way out of the shows
- Blowing bubbles
- Dancing too hard and losing your balance, and then pretending it was on purpose
- The jingling of ankle bracelets in the ladies' rooms
- Drum circles
- Waving at Deadheads on the road, caravans of busses, families at rest stops
- The peaceful smiles of women getting hair wraps
- Guys on skateboards with coolers
- Patchouli everywhere
--200--
- Looking around at a restaurant or bar, and seeing "we" have taken it over
- Watching the crew climb up to the lights, and knowing the 2nd set is imminent
- The conch shells blowing and blessing us before the show starts
- Doing our light shows in the motels with flashlights and hologram spinners
- "Hey, man, Paradise has the tapes, man. They came out great."
- People in quiet awe (not jabbering) during drums/space
- Watching the silhouetted spinners in the doorways
- The moment the lights go down, and my husband and I kiss and dance a little jig and say, "Anything could happen!!!"
- Sliding down the ramps at the old Oakland Auditorium
- Waking up on the beach in Ventura
- That moment when you just scored killer seats in the Phil zone after line sitting in the rain all day, and now you can kick back and watch the volleyball game knowing that your friends will find you because you're EXACTLY where you're supposed to be
- Getting the yellow slip in the mail
- Hearing yet another long lost friend call my name every two minutes
- Picking up friends of friends at the airport (or bus station or train station) even though you've never even met them, but you find them anyway
- Waiting to be picked up at the airport by someone you've never met, but confident that they'll be there and you'll find each other because it's a Dead thing
- Bringing a reluctant newbie to the show and watching the transformation take place. Then, at the end of the show they ask "How can I get a ticket for tomorrow?"
- But I think the hardest part of all is simply never being able to say "See ya at the next show."
- Going into "the Zone" live & in color w/no fear of failure or embarrassment
- "El regreso de los peyoteros"
- Going to the Land of Enchantment (1983 Santa Fe concert)
- Meeting new friends from all over the States...with names like Sweet Pea, Pancake, Zoltan & Button
- Calling them up several years later to meet at another Dead concert and meeting the new little Sweet Peas and Buttons
- Going to concerts w/ten jillion people without seeing/hearing a fight or a brawl, or seeing people trash/tear the place up; enjoying everyone around you; sharing food & drink & organics without thinking; being harmless and innocent and loving without trying
- Loving (this goes way back) to sneak into theaters as soon as the trucks arrived and volunteering for slave labor; being rewarded by jamming with "Sparky and the Assbites from Hell"
- Connecting to that magic chemistry that flowed from audience to band and back making us the Grateful Dead, too; being there, watching-seeing-feeling the "music play the band"
--225--
- The happy, eyes-closed, singing faces in the crowd during Terrapin
- The drums under the bridge at RFK
- Reading the newest TDC&R and finding out that the rumored shows are now confirmed & scraping up enough $$ for tix
- Trying to get everyone I remotely know to go to the shows
- The relief when you have your tix in hand
- Reading current setlists...."There's still no Shakedown. I KNOW they're gonna do it on <show you're going to>!"
- Trying to get everyone on the Net to wear alligator costumes (I was always going to do it 'next time').
- Wondering if they're ever going to bring back St. Stephen, Alligator, Cosmic Charlie, etc.
- People with a finger in the air
- The cute rhymes some of them have
- "I need a miracle!"
- "Cash or kind for your extra!"
- "My Friday for your Saturday"
- Rushing through the doors to get your blanket in the Phil Zone
- Calling the opener
- Scarlet-->Fire
- I'll miss everything...but most of all I'll miss: JERRY
- Taking the Greyhound for 10-20 hours to make it to the show because your ride fell through at the last minute
- Hitchhiking for 2 days to get to the show because your ride fell through and because you don't have enough money to take Greyhound
- Getting a ticket for drinking in public, but then finding 36 bucks on the ground when you get back to the lot (this did happen, btw)
- The moment when you realize that the only people staying in your campground are also going to the shows
- Standing under the sprinklers and chasing after the water trucks in the Vegas parking lot, getting drenched, and being dry within 5 minutes
- Splitting gas money with the hitchhikers you picked up
- Free PB&J sandwiches galore, from complete strangers
- The Mardi Gras Parade
--250--
- G.A. shows where you can walk right up to the front with 30 minutes to spare
- Cal Expo, Autzen Stadium
- People walking around yelling "free hugs"
- The never ending drum circles
- Shows in the rain
- The guy with the lights on his chest and back (a sun and...a bear?) and the spinning wheel of lights
- Seeing the spinning wheel of lights on the big TV screens between the second set close and the encore at Shoreline
- Shoreline
- Hearing Lucky Old Sun at the Warfield with Jerry and being swept away by Melvin's solos
- The parking lot scene at the Safeway in Mountain View
- Always seeing the same people that you met on your first tour
- Jerry
- Dancing out of the post office with my tickets in hand
- Watching the tears flow from my friend's eyes when she heard her very first Peggy-O (her favorite song) after many shows without it.
- Giving little gifts like stickers and incense to strangers in the parking lot or in the venue
- Receiving little gifts like stickers and incense from strangers in the parking lot or in the venue
- Being called sister by strangers and calling strangers brother or sister
- Meeting up with large groups of friends from Mpls. in campgrounds, parking lots and hotels all over the country and in Canada
- Calling home from Europe to find out that some friends got married at a show at Deer Creek
- Calling home from Europe to find out what the boys played at the shows that I would have seen had I been in the States
- People in the lot trying to "sell" ridiculous things like kind rind (from already eaten watermelon slices!) ;-)
- Seeing small children dancing with their parents and giggling ecstatically
- Greeting other tie-dyed folks in gas stations, restaurants, liquor stores and supermarkets with a "hey now", and a knowing grin, on the way to the next show
- That feeling of impending euphoria that I always felt on my way to a show!
- That feeling of euphoria that I always felt *at* a show!
--275--
- Jerry's smile
- Dancing, dancing, and dancing!
- Going out for ice cream during the set break and hearing everyone buzzing about the first set
- Drums....Space....
- Becoming one with the music, the band, and feeling that the band had become one with us as well
- Opening the envelope and checking out the ticket designs
- Arranging my backpack to sneak food into Giants stadium
- Getting to Ann Arbor to hook up with my friends at U Mich and heading off to Deer Creek together
- Calling songs right
- Laughing at the predictability of Bobby's song selection
- Gettin' so lost in the jam that you forget what song they are playing
- Complaining about a song choice, then dancing anyway
- Following net arguments about the quality of a show I wasn't able to attend
- Walking home satisfied after the MSG shows
- Those hundreds of ways the Boys had of proving the quality and originality of their chops even after all these shows
- Calling the hotline to find what my vacation plans are for this year
- Mail Order Stress Syndrome
- Camping with family and friends-in a campground full of Deadheads
- Talking to campground owners--who say these people sure look weird, but they sure are nice!
- Buying those cool tie-dies at the campground
- Milk jugs full of beer stashed in the woods for those long walks back--remember Oxford ME
- Seeing the band play in scenic outdoor settings
- Seeing the guy with the spreadsheet of every song/when played etc... in the Boston Brew taverns--whichever one I happen to be in!
- On the road with 200 miles to go to the show--seeing a car drive by with someone holding a miracle sign out the window
- The chance to maybe see a cop silhouetted in the doorway doing the Shakedown baton swing--Providence 80's & Boston 90's
--300--
- That's not a stumble I'm dancing!
- Howard Johnson's the next morning, wondering if I look as bleary eyed as everyone else
- Looking around at a restaurant or bar, and seeing "we" have taken it over
- Driving into Eugene at sunrise...and seeing the mist over the fields
- Sitting in the Albertson's parking lot in Eugene...and being the first heads in there
- Derbying through the parking lot after a show (especially Vegas, Rosemont and Auburn Hills)
- Rattling off something like "May 5, 6, and 7" to the question "So when's your next...?"
- Studying the maps from AAA months in advance and figuring out how to entirely beat the traffic
- "Well, you're going to see something else while you're there, right? I mean, you're not going all the way there just for the concerts?"
- Packing tapes for the ride--"Do you mind, I only brought Dead?" "Gee, I hate that..."
- Pulling into the Circle K, changing into dancing clothes
- First sighting of the soccer ball above the Silver Bowl
- Pulling into the lot, and setting your feet down on Dead turf
- "Have your tickets out and ready!!" and "Mooooooo...."
- The moment when you realize that it's "SHAKEDOWN" to open
- Getting completely drenched by some 10-year. old kid on the hose in Vegas
- "Grilled cheese--$1!"
- "Free hugs!" and "A hug for your extra!"
- Heads banging Not Fade Away on metal picnic tables
- Those beatific smiles
- Drum circles
- Bells, bubbles, and balloons
- That unique blend of dust and patchouli
- Dead kids, especially the ones that know all the words
- "Can I borrow your ticket stub to use the bathroom?"
--325--
- Finally sitting down during Space and realizing how tight my calves are going to feel tomorrow
- The after-Space slow Jerry tunes--'ain't no place I'd rather be'
- Brokedown Palace encores
- Reconstructing the set lists on hotel stationery or napkins or placemats or the back of the M.O. envelope
- "Wow, did that show really happen?"
- The Ultimate Veggie Burrito girl
- Running behind the water truck in Vegas soaking my head
- "Hey man, do you know the way to the venue?"
- That confused, pained look everyone around you gets when Bobby breaks out new cheese for the first time
- "Hey man, do you have a bowl or papers?"
- The crushed feeling when I hear they played Comes a Time and I wasn't there (never did get mine!)
- Meeting that guy in a hotel room in Albany that happens to have the one tape you've been wanting for your collection for years
- The amazing level of friendliness local merchants exhibit when they're making a bloody fortune off us
- Thinking about thinking about thinking about thinking about thinking about IT
- Leaning out the window on the highway to pass cigarettes to perfect strangers at 55 MPH...cause they asked!
- Having to decide between Telluride Bluegrass and Summer Tour
- Confusing the opening of Women R Smarter and Aiko Aiko
- Confusing the opening of Peggy-O and Lazy River Road
- Following a car of heads through Phoenix because you figure they're on the way to the show, only to find out they're heading for a party, so you join them
- Random abuse from my boss for not having a life :-).
- Heading back behind the stage for that fattie of kb during drums/space
- Louie Louie in Louisville and hot tubs in the hotel after
- Sex in the shower while everyone's at breakfast (Denny's of course)
- Actually peeling the black off my feet in a thick layer at Spectrum every year
- That feeling you got when the lights would go down and the anticipation of what the next three hours would bring as the first few tuning notes were heard. The thrill of the unknown; A feeling perhaps only matched by the sensation of knowing you're about to have sex with a person for the first time. Annnnntiiiicapaaaation!
--350--
- Ground score
- Finding the Laguna beaded earring lady in the parking lot at every west coast show
- Dancing in the rain at Sam Boyd and watching the tapers freak out
- The band with Bruce Hornsby
- The hours spent looking for Emerald Lake
- China/Ryder, Vegas '92
- Being so absolutely high from taking the kind of drugs (religious sacraments) in the kind of church where hallucinogens could take you to a place you've never been before.....where to dose now, is the question?.............what could possibly come close to that quality and degree of tweakedness other than finding out what's on the other side?
- The year Jim was king
- Watching Craig, Jack, & Paul dance
- Jack's splash back
- Jack, Jim & Paul arguing over peanut butter
- The lightening storm (Vegas '92)
- Everyone sitting in lawn chairs & watching the HUGE speakers. (Deer Creek '94)
- The Disco Bus
- Jews for Jerry
- The collection jar for Jerry's Kids at 136 Bowery
- Deadhead Mountain (Vegas '93)
- Eater-Spinners
- "Dust--5 bucks!" (Alpine Valley '88)
- Craig's consumption of a palmful of liquid and later projectile vomiting (Milwaukee '89)
- Men in skirts--especially Jack
- "My diploma for your extra!" (Deer Creek '95)
- Fred Flintstone & Dinasaurus at Deer Creek
- Dude Bodean & blowing Mo's car up for the second time
- Patte getting pissed at the band and Jack being afraid to drive with her (Deer Creek '93)
--375--
- More Bass, Lesh Filling
- Holograms
- Waiting in line for the Hampton rush
- Sending for mail order at the same post office, same postal worker, same karmic routine...kissing the envelope for good luck
- JGB at Hampton Coliseum on the rail
- New Years (even though it had been awhile)
- Missing Patte at every show (i.e., "Meet me in front of the soundboard at break...")
- Selling Deadbase
- Tour
- On the road again
- Live Terrapin
- Calling Pip during the rainstorm (Eugene '94)
- Dancing to "Days Between" (Eugene '94)
- His smile... At Buckeye Lake 3 years ago I was in the front row all night.. the crew handed us a nice clean piece of paper during Sting and I smiled at, stared at swayed with Jerry all night... He smiled at me lots!
- EYES...That they always came through with when I needed the reassurance to carry on in the Non-profit world
- Spinning in my bare feet , sweating bullets, DEEP CLEANSE
- The underlying knowledge that whenever Babylon got me down there was always a show in the distance...
- I won't miss the new scene...... Too many teen hippie heroin heads... I hope this wakes them up in time....
- I also will remember the way the excitement turned to nipple-hardening goose bumps.. when you pass your first dead head vehicle on the way to a show...
- I will miss all the friends I didn't get to meet yet.........
- The thing I'll miss the most is Mickey's strange antics during drums. I've seen him kick the beam, slam the beam with his ass, and throw sticks in the air (I think he was aiming for Weir--just kidding)
- I miss that feeling of excited anticipation just when the band is tuning up, warming up before the first set opener...that charge floating in the air waiting to take form when the music starts...amazing...I've never felt just that way at any other time
- Wave to the Wind! Really, no lie. sounds better than ever these days :-)
- I will miss hearing Jerry bust out an amazing "Standing On The Moon"
- Jerry "noodling," with no particular direction in mind
--400--
- Seeing my first New Year's show ('85-'86) by myself
- Calling "Aiko" to start the second set at ...and becoming a Deadhead when they played it! (Laguna Seca '87)
- Picking Pat & Julie up at the Indianapolis Airport...residual sacramental influences! (Deer Creek '94)
- A Deadbaby named Johanna (Vegas '94)
- "Get your hands off my body" (Denny's/Richfield '94)
- The feeling that you get when the lights go down and all the energy from the audience fills the place. When they went down, I always felt like I was being transported into another world. It was a mystical feeling. I know that I'll NEVER feel that way again
- I'll miss hearing those first clear notes of Jerry first riff, remembering saying to myself "THAT'S what they sound like!" Tapes don't capture it....I always forgot how they REALLY sounded. In 97 concerts I was always astounded all over again.
- And I'll miss the insanity in the parking lot after...the sweet taste of that first cold Sierra Nevada. Laughing, joking, analyzing the show. "Wasn't that incredible coming out of such-and-such how Jerry looked over and played them into..." Those moments you would see and hear in person, but which never came thru the tapes.
- When they come out of the jam in Jack Straw to belt out "Jack Straw from Wichita. . . " Nothing like dancing along and suddenly throwing your hands up and sing with them...It'll still be there...but it won't be the same.
- His Music
- The interaction between Them and Us
- The anticipation (& phone bill) that built before every show
- Sharing shows with my brother
- Sharing shows with all of you
- Going into "unsafe areas" to see them, and being completely safe
- Friends I only know at shows
- Friends asking, "you're the one with esp...what will they open with?
- The little notebooks I kept setlists in, which always included other fun things too
- Birding on line
- Birding during outdoors shows
- Sweaty hugs from strong, loving men
- Sweaty hugs from nice women friends
- Doing Deadercise for the fun of it
- Doing Deadercise to stay in shape for backpacking
- Being able to wear almost nothing
--425--
- Passing out my "Nature Happens" stickers
- Passing out my "Commit Random Acts of Kindness" cards
- Going to RockMed to "buy" earplugs for someone else's Mom
- The arrival of friends meeting me "inside"
- The connection with all of you during NFA, Aiko, etc.
- Packing for a show--lip balm, Power Bar, Bear Brownie, warmies, etc.
- Seeing my Magic Van or little car parked in a lot with other kind vehicles
- Calling 415-457-6388
- Filling out mail order
- Being the Designated Driver ("I bring you back from the Dead")
- Seeing the smile on my postal carrier's face when he had my tickets
- Keeping a set list while dancing in the dark at Warfield/Oakland Col/etc.
- Picking up my riders & driving to The Shows
- My riders talking to keep me awake all the way home from The Shows
- December shows resolving my Xmas-phobia
- Cruising for stickers in the parking lot
- Saying "see you at the shows" to Deadheads I hadn't "met" before
- Massages from "strangers" standing behind me
- Dancing my fanny off to drums during break
- Cops & security guards who "got it"
- The pure, simple joy of it all
- Jerry & his Music.........
- I'll miss dancing wildly at a show with over 20,000 other people packed into a small area, and *not bumping into a single one of them*!!
- Calling songs (remembering your first shows where you wrote it all down but you didn't know 1/2 of the songs and you had to ask people around you; now people around you come to you to ask what the songs are and you are delighted to help them out)
- Getting my shit together to go to a show: water, shoes (only to not wear them the entire time), sweater, tickets, car key, snacks, blanket... and then putting it down someplace and dancing around it all night
--450--
- Deciding that I take entirely too much shit with me to shows, and leaving most of it in the car except my car key and my ticket, just so I can wander anywhere I want during the show without worrying about misplacing my stuff
- Making a list of songs I want to hear beforehand, then being stoked when I hear most of them--being extremely superstitious about this list, and not saying aloud any of the songs I want to hear the day of the show for fear that I'll jinx them
- I'll miss smoking versions of Help/Slipknot/Franklin's and Scarlet/Fire for 2nd set openers; I'll miss Quinn the Eskimo, Bertha, Sugaree, Tennessee Jed, Alabama Getaway, New Speedway, Ramble on Rose, Althea, Brokedown Palace, He's gone, Wharf Rat, Loose Lucy, China Cat/Rider... Well, you get the idea.
- I'll miss tie-dye and Indian skirts and Patchouli and nudity and incense and dreadlocks and the buses and dirt and dust and Birks and the smell of burning sage wafting through the air and "Kind..." whatever
- I'll miss the fact that my friends can always find me spinning around during drums way in the back of the venue where there's more open space
- Hell, I'll miss drums most of all
- riding home on BART from Oakland
- running away to shows during high school
- blowing off finals to go see the Dead
- coincidentally getting reserved mail-order seats next to my cousin
- ANTICIPATION
- getting my mail-order tickets
- once again pulling my bus into the lot and always finding a good spot to squeeze into
- Morning Dew
- Goo balls
- Advent Calendars for December shows...
- Stella Blue
- Driving 1500 miles to go "camping" (that's what I told my folks, anyway...)
- Calling the Shakedown opener
- Knowing exactly where to meet friends I haven't seen in months (or years) in the Phil Zone
- Hanging out behind the stage for Drumz (arenas only)
- Listening to Wilson's DAT's of the show in the lot right after the show
- Ice cold Sammys
- Wishing on a Dark Star
- Bugging Brad about getting on garbage crew
--475--
- Piling 15-20 warm bodies into the motel room
- Phil!
- When that purple or blue light hit my body and filled me with electricity when bobby sings "like an angel, standing in a shaft of light"-somehow, wherever I was, at whatever venue, in whatever seats, during that line, i was in the light. the other thing is the intensity that Jerry builds and releases right before he screams "INSPIRATION" and the following notes before the "move me brightly" line when he and us just revel in the power of that moment.

I posted this to rec.music.gdead the night after Jerry died...
From: MaryMc
Date: 10 Aug 1995 02:18:15 PDTGot back a little while ago from the vigil at Seattle Center. "Vigil" was how it was billed but the word just doesn't suit--it was more like a celebration. It was almost like a show--balloons, bubbles, kids and dogs underfoot, scents of sage and incense and pot drifting through the air. Up in front was an empty stage, just a sound system, but you had to keep looking up there to remind yourself that the boys weren't there playing.
A radio station started off playing studio recordings, but somebody came up with a tape of the last Seattle show and they played that for almost two hours. People danced, lit candles, left them at shrines under the trees. At one point, we looked up and there was the moon, almost full in a dark sky full of hazy clouds--and a little ways away, where there was a break in the clouds, moonlight shone through...and it made a night rainbow, I swear to god. I heard somebody say "He's letting us know he's happy."
Got home to an answering machine full of messages. I've heard from four people today--some of them I hadn't talked to in months--who called to say thankyou for taking them to their first show. Left a message for my friend who took me to mine. A good night for remembering, connecting...being grateful for all we've shared.
MaryMc


This is a the stage in Golden Gate Park during Jerry's memorial on August 13, 1995 (photo courtesy of Graphisound Productions).

This article appeared in the Seattle Post-Intelligencer shortly after Jerry died (sorry, I don't have the date or the author--if you know, please tell me.)
The Dead recharged our souls with rowdy, love-filled celebrations
(c) Copyright the News & Observer Publishing Co.
SEATTLE -- Commentaries on Jerry Garcia's death Wednesday noted his role as a groundbreaking guitarist and counterculture icon, but most failed to note his band's biggest contribution -- as restorers of celebration in American life.
As a concertgoer since 1971, I never found this easy to describe, either.
When I took a friend or a colleague or a date to a Grateful Dead show, I would never know what to expect. The playing could veer from symphonic to soporific, but to me, the concert was always a welcome reunion of the extended "family" of fans.
This is not to denigrate the Dead as artists. Their musical aspirations were high. In their improvisation, they had less in common with ordinary rock bands than with jazz masters like Ornette Coleman and Branford Marsalis who occasionally joined them on stage.
Percussionists Mickey Hart and Bill Kreutzman borrowed beats from Africa and Asia. Bassist Phil Lesh introduced classical harmonics. And Garcia, with his mind-bending finger work, added arguably as much to the electric guitar vocabulary as did Jimi Hendrix.
Still, the Dead phenomenon was as important to me as the songs. Each concert was a mini-vacation. The word "energy" often was used to describe what passed between performers, audience and our surroundings. Thus, a perfect V-formation of geese flying over Seattle's Memorial Stadium last May drew cheers from the crowd and became a memorable part of the show.
This energy would wax and wane over the three or four hours of a Dead concert. The band drew whimsically from a repertoire of hundreds of tunes. For instance, they might suddenly decide to launch "Standing on the Moon" when the orb rose over their left shoulders. They liked to juxtapose songs they had written 30 years apart.
Invariably, the night included epic, character-filled songs that described America's mountains and cities in a way that made them seem thick with legend. Outlaws ran from a Southwestern cantina, while a wino crawled up from the gutter to tell his amazing life story.
The Dead loved to put a sense of the American landscape in their songs: not just their San Francisco homeland, but the muddy rivers of Alabama and the Cumberland mines of Appalachia.
Some of his fans might have seen him as a deity, but Garcia loved the romance of just being a member of a hard-working band that pulled into a new joint every night and played its heart out.
By reveling in American myth, the Dead came across as anarchic, peaceful patriots -- the antithesis of the angry, armed Patriots spreading so much anger recently.
Garcia, the psychedelic Uncle Sam, presided not over a government, but over a world of tragic beauty:
"Leaving Texas, fourth day of July," he sang. "Sun so hot, clouds so low, the eagles filled the sky."
The mood of a Dead concert was more religious than civic, and more pagan than Judeo-Christian, more about the natural world than any sin-watching deity. Sure, drugs contributed to this mood. But at that Seattle concert in May, I stumbled upon a tie-dyed circle of Deadheads repeating the Narcotics Anonymous 12-Step creed.
Dead concerts had their troubles this summer: a roof that collapsed and fences torn down. It's worth noting that doom and death were factored into the Dead cosmology, in which every card deal and love affair went awry.
Characters in Dead songs wallowed in disaster, and laughed in its face. One of the band's symbols, after all, was a dancing skeleton.
In that last Seattle concert, Garcia's raspy voice sent the plaintive words of "Stella Blue" out of Memorial Stadium and up into the steep tracks of the Seattle Center roller coaster. The gray and tired singer summed up the exhausting life of an artist--indeed, of anyone who has lived hard and long.
"I've stayed in every blue-light, cheap hotel," he sang. "Can't win for trying."
His fans didn't know Garcia would never see Seattle again, but they did know that he wouldn't always be around. In the full knowledge of the human condition, however, thousands that day were able to dance together at a particular place on Earth, and celebrate.

You know you're a deadhead when...
From: zombie@camelot.bradley.edu (Dustin Slater)
Newsgroups: rec.music.gdead
Subject: Re: "You know you're a deadhead when..."--author?
Date: 27 Jan 1994 21:13:55 -0600
Organization: Bradley University(HEIN) writes:
> Looking for the author of the elegant list, "You know you're a deadhead : when..."
> Anyone with a name and/or e-mail address, please e-mail me: Better yet, repost it!ok!
"You know you're a deadhead when..." ver. 1.1
- You spend more money on blank tapes than you do on rent.
- None of your tapes have names on them, just dates.
- You recognize "DOSESBUDSHROOMZX" as both a statement and a question.
- You furnished your entire apartment with stuff you got with MaxPoints.
- You prefix every noun with "Kind", or "Icy cold".
- You spend more money at the post office than at the gas station.
- You still have the parking tag from NYE 1976 hanging from your rear view mirror.
- On forms you list your occupation as "?".
- GDTRFB, SSDD, BIODTL, FOTD, SOTM, LTGTR, NFA, and WALSTIB all mean something to you.
- At any given moment you can compute how many days, hours, minutes, and seconds it's been since ALLIGATOR has been played.
- Someone asks you what you do for fun, and you just smile real wide.
- The first entry on your MCI Friends and Family list is (415) 457-6388.
- You got #12.
- Your car windows look like stained glass from being covered with colored stickers.
- You think $1.00 for a grilled cheese sandwich is pretty damn cheap.
- You've figured out the correlation between the date and the # of beats to start BIODTL.
- Your boss notices members of you're family only become deathly ill when there happens to be a dead show within a 1,000 mile radius.
- You know how "the song" goes...
- The bus came by, and you got on.
- Whenever you walk through a parking lot you instinctively hold your right index finger in the air.
- The compass in your car is calibrated so that it always points to the Oakland Coliseum.
- You can install a new cylinder head on a '68 VW microbus with your eyes closed.
- You have more tie-dyes than neck-ties.
- You find it amazing that some people fill balloons with AIR.
- You try to convince your grandmother Aoxomoxoa is an acceptable play for a Scrabble triple word score.
- Your dog is named Bertha.
- Your KID is named Althea.
- You spend New Year's Eve with your cassette deck instead of your s.o.
- You're license plate spells "HEY NOW".
- You've learned to DUCK.
- You wonder if Dupree's Diamond News is going to have a swimsuit issue this year.
- Your stock portfolio includes fifty shares of the Hanes Black T-Shirt division.
- You consider a "miracle" to be a ticket to tonight's show.
- You can't leave the house without wondering where the tickets are.
- Left unoccupied your hand instinctively taps the beat to Not Fade Away.
- You actually are in search of the Eternal Buzz.
- You're still waiting for that second verse of the Dark Star that they started back in May of '73.
- You swear the guy walking by you at the football game just muttered "doses!"
- There are ten people still shacking up at your house from the summer 1990 tour, and you don't know any of them.
- You consider veggie burritos gourmet.
- You know the words to Truckin' better than Bobby. (OK, I guess this doesn't necessarily mean your a deadHEAD...)
- You can remember an Other One that wasn't followed by Wharf Rat, or a Throwing Stones that wasn't followed by Not Fade Away.
- You try to claim gas to and from Dead shows as an income tax deduction.
- You know the ZIP code for San Rafael, CA by heart.
- You have the postal rates memorized.
- Your copy of DeadBase has long since broken out of its binding and the ink is beginning to wear off the pages.
- You spend all morning looking for this killer Playin' jam that you think is on this tape from '72, probably the Fillmore, and you know it's a Maxell with the label on upside down, but it doesn't have a case, and you know the tape starts with Sugaree but the last time you think you saw it was in '83 and it was under your friend Brian's refrigerator, or maybe it was just a filler on that Alpine Valley '89 show, which you think you probably listened to in that dude's bus on the way to Deer Creek this year, but his phone number is on the back of the ticket stub that you think is stuffed in your soundboard copy of 7/8/78 set II, and you have NO idea where that is, so you pull out DeadBase and start looking for every show since '71 that even had a Playin' but by '77 or so you forgot what you were looking for because you got wrapped up in the nice version of He's Gone where Mickey starts playing the beam with a dead cat, etc. etc. (if this sounds like something that happens to you every day, you KNOW you're a deadhead.)
- You're beginning to wonder if Bob's ever going to retire that Tamalpais Chiefs shirt.
- Lately, It occurs to you just exactly WHAT A LONG STRANGE TRIP IT'S BEEN.
*** You know you're a NetHead when... ****
- Your account receives over 50,000 lines of e-mail received every month.
- You're up at 3:20 am writing some stupid "You know you're a deadhead when..." list instead of studying for finals.
- Your Windows 3.0 background is a picture of Jerry Garcia, your cursor is a Steal Your Face skull, and sometimes you swear it's leaving "trails" (note: 3.1 users, the mouse may actually leave trails...)
- The mainframe sysop wants to know how the 400 page file entitled "Lyrics to 300 Grateful Dead Songs" that you sent to the new laser printer relates to the CS 465 project you've been working on.
- You still wonder what the lyrics to "The Night They Drove Ole Dixie Down" are.
- You consider ;-) a new form of punctuation.
- You sign up for the 12/31/90 tree and offer to make 2,500 copies, and then completely forget your on it.
- You're still waiting for the 9/26/91 tapes.
- Your .sig file is a full size rendition of the Blues for Allah Cover, as well as your name, address, 14 different paths to reach your account, your shoe size, and all the lyrics from Working Man's Dead in quotation. Oh yeah, and a 15 page notarized legal disclaimer.
- You remember the Porsche guy.
- Your post for lyrics to Sugar Magnolia starts up the yearly 200,000 line sexism flamewar.
- You actually know where to find the FAQ, and what it is.
- Your terminal program runs on startup and automatically logs you in, strips the excess info out of dead-flames, scrolls it by like a teletype, and automatically sends copies of your list to 200 of your trading friends.
- An alarm goes off on your PC when it's time to tape the Grateful Dead Hour.
- Your e-mail address is something like <China_Rider@Shakedown_Street.FillmoreWest.GDTRFB.FatmanRocks.OnTour.lsd>
- Right now your arm is resting on a two foot stack of scratch paper with the names of everybody on every tree you're on, 113 miscellaneous trades, the location and file names of ALL of the 10/31/91 digitized into .au files, every summer tour date that's ever been rumored, ticket master numbers to all fifty states (on no less than 80 sheets of paper of course), the release date of Without A Net (why would you have that still?--oh yeah, on the back is the location of the nethead gathering for Landover '91 which will probably be the same next year so you can't possible get rid of that), no less that 20 e-mail and U.S. mail addresses that have ABSOLUTELY no meaning to you, and finally a note from 1988 that says DON'T forget to pick up the kids at school...OOOPS.
Fletch
arflesza@mtus5.cts.mtu.edu
(aka dwrymano@mtus5)--
zombie@camelot.bradley.edu
I'm on the bus.Heartless powers try to tell us what to think.

You just might be a Redneck Deadhead...
From: Sun <sunlion@cinci.net>
Newsgroups: rec.music.gdead
Subject: Redneck Deadheads (Humor)
Date: Wed, 31 Jul 1996 18:44:55 -0700Here's a few lines I made up; hope it makes somebody grin.
You just might be a Redneck Deadhead...
- If your tie-dyes are all in camouflage colors...
- If, at shows, you vend "Kind Venison Burritos"...
- If you've named your favorite shotgun "Althea" and your favorite handgun "Sugar Mag"...
- If part of your family sleeps in a colorful repainted old school bus that's up on blocks in your front yard...
- If the Confederate Flag on your barn has a peace symbol, a skeleton, or a dancin' bear...
- If your Pit Bull wears beads or a tie-dye bandanna, and smells like patchouli...
- If you have to spit tobacco outta yer mouth before calling the State Patrolman a "pig"..
- If your flatbed truck has a VW Microbus welded to it...
- If you bring your "feeshin' pole" to shows at Deer Creek...
- If the gunrack in your pickup truck holds more tie-dye flags than shotguns...
- If your front porch collapses and seriously injures more than three hippies sleeping under it...
- If you bring your taxidermist along when you go on tour...
- If the head of any large mammal is mounted inside your VW Microbus...
Peace.

Favorite Grateful Dead Stickers
Who are the Grateful Dead and why do they keep following me?
If I had to explain, you wouldn't understand (with a Stealie in the corner)
...and on the eighth day, God created Jerry Garcia !
Driver carries no Grateful Dead tapes
WARNING! Driver may be experiencing an awesome China==>Rider!
Bass great....Lesh Philling.
Bass Grate! More Philling!
Everything I needed to know about life I learned from reading the back of a Volkswagen van
Lesh Is More
I Take Acid And I Vote
Is it LIVE or is it DEAD?
Don't Worry, Be Hippie!
Jerry's Kids
Grateful Express--When you absolutely have to be there every night
Drop 'till you Dance
WEIR conVINCEd JERRY'S PHILin' groovy
Have a Jerry Christmas and a Happy Bob Weir
D.E.A.D. To Keep Kids On Tour
If he plays we will come
You've been selected for Jerry Duty
If the drummers don't get ya, then the fatman will
If the tapers don't get ya, then the spinners will
I've tripped and I can't get down!
Bo Knows Jerry
Just Dew It !!
Yo! It's a Dead thing...you wouldn't understand.
What do you do when you see a BEAR in the woods?...Play Dead!
It's a Dead world after all
Boy, I could use a good Jerry right now
Some are Grateful, Summer Dead
I'm A Lesh Lush And I Can't Get My Phil!
Garseeya Later...
Give Us This Day Our Daily Dead
Still DEAD after all these years!
Follow Me to Terrapin Station
Bob spit on me!
Who are the spinners and why do they keep spilling my beer?
Same Happiness...Different Tour
Don't need dope to dance
DEADicated
On the eighth day, God created Phil
Visualize World Phil
The Only Good Head Is A Deadhead
I'd rather be... IN THE PHIL ZONE
Not All Who Wander Are Lost
Deadheads don't fall down, they just keep tripping
Goin' Where The Wind Don't Blow So Strange
As You Travel the Golden Road...Remember the Golden Rule
Warning: I brake for hallucinations
My other car is a tour bus
Deadheads do it for four hours with only one break
For a good time call (415) 457-6388
It's a lovely view of heaven but I'd rather be with you.
(Like the Ben & Jerry's) Bob & Jerry's California's Finest Homespun Psychedelia
Let Phil sing!
Who let Phil Sing?
"Our audience is like people who like licorice. Not everyone likes licorice, but the people who like licorice really like licorice."---J. Garcia
Don't blame me, I voted for JERRY!!!
A bad DEAD SHOW is better than a good day at work
I rather be...with YOU
Life is what happens between Dead shows
The Grateful Dead melts in your mind, not in your hands
Peaceful place... Or so it looks from space...
Weir Everywhere
THANK YOU JERRY
Happy Happy, Tour Tour
Jerry Wobbles But He Don't Fall Down
Don't abuse drugs -- Treat them kyndly
One man gathers what another man spills...RECYCLE
Jerry Me
Ain't no time to hate
TOURS ' R ' US!
Happiness is being at a Dead show
This isn't even the fun part, yet
Official Grateful Dead Sticker Test Vehicle
Mickey in '96
Nothing for my head but the Grateful Dead!
If you not a head.....You're behind!
It Must Have Been The Doses
PHILasophical
Eat, Drink, and see Jerry
Jerry Spit On Me I Spit On Bob
The Phil Zone.
Sit, Roll Over, Play Dead!
I've Been Victim==>Eyes'd
Another Dopeless Hope Fiend
Great to be Alive, Grateful to be Dead
Label Tapes, Not People
You're Behind a Kind Mind
Peace: @}--}--------- and roses
Space Is For Deadheads, Not Warheads!
Nothing left to do but smile, smile, smile
Nothin' left to do but :-) :-) :-)
Jerry made me do it
Hug Me, Love Me, Take Me On Tour
Garcia's Travel Agency--I play, you go!
Dance With Reckless Abandon
My child was DEADHEAD of the class.
Weir High '92
D is for Darkstar
Life Is A Bowl Full Of Jerries
They're a Band Beyond Description
Smile Jerry Loves You
We got an empty cup only Jerry can fill!!
Happiness is Wishing Upon A Dark Star
I'm not a criminal. I'm a Deadhead.
D.A.R.E. Dead Are Real Entertainment
So go ahead and dose me when I'm not lookin', I don't care : )
Where are the flashbacks you promised me?!
The Fat Man Rocks
Terrapin Bound
Deadopoly...A Game Of Dance
My other car is on tour!
(Stealie with a big blue Cookie Monster in the middle) Steal Your Cookies
Jerry ain't God.... but close to it
Die, Scalper Scum!!
I Brake For Phil
Deadagonia
Keep Club Med......I'm With Club Dead
If they play it we will come
Jerryatrics Ward Visiting Hours:
From: When they come to call on you
Till: We all fall downBob Phils Jerry's Space
Bad Bobby, No Corina
I've Been to Jerryland
Official Grateful Dead Sticker Test Vehicle
Fukengruven
DARKSTARVERGNUGEN - the pleasure of the experience!
Philvergnugen
(on a VW bus at the Mardi Gras shows) Fukenbroken
What a long strange trip it still is!!!
The future's here. We are it. We are on our own!
Bob fans are people too
Surgeon Generals Warning: Exposure to Grateful Dead music may cause changes in lifestyles and attitudes
If you get confused listen to the music play
Wish I was a headlight on a north bound train!
My kids think I'm at work!
Phil Me Up!!!
Good things happen to Dead people
We Will Get By
May the four winds blow you safely home
Hug A Designated Driver...We Bring You Back From the Dead!

How to Tie Die
From: wagnecz@cc1.pica.army.mil (Glen A. Wagnecz, X6616)
Newsgroups: rec.music.gdead
Subject: Tie Dying (semi-long)
Date: 28 Jun 90 12:15:09 GMT
Reply-To: wagnecz@cc1.pica.army.mil
Lines: 186HOW TO TIE DYE IN 185 LINES (11602 characters) OR LESS...
Disclaimer #1: Most of this info was arrived @ randomly.
Disclaimer #2: Not responsible for kitchens/bathrooms that look different after this!
Obtain your dyes/chemicals. Brooks and Flynn is a good place, their number is (800) 822-2372, or (707)584-7715. They will send you a catalog, along with a color chart (this chart has sample of fabric colored with the dyes so you can get an idea what the colors will look like). A little dye will go a long way: last batch we made, we bought about 7 colors X 2 oz.'s per color and made something like 2 dozen multi-color (understatement!) shirts, w/leftover dye! Use the Procion MX Fiber Reactive Dyes, they're potent! You can also get the auxiliary chemicals from B/F.
Shirts to dye. Probably one of the most important things with dying is to use 100% cotton (avoid material with finishes: stay-pressed, etc.). I dyed two shirts with the same dye once, one that was a 100% cotton, the other a 50/50 (it was a shirt from MSG that was undyed, but I couldn't resist the screen!). The 100% cotton came out brilliant, the other one looked like a completely different dye was used (it was pale, like when you use that crap (RIT) from the supermarket!). Another example is when you by shirts on tour that are stitched with poly thread in the seams, the syn-fibers just don't take the dye well at all! (the stitches stay white). Also, try sweats, socks, underwear, towels too! (Just as long as its cotton...)
Patterns. This is where you have to use your imagination! Some of the more common designs:
- Electric bunching--Pre-treated (see below) shirt is crumpled into a ball and the dye applied. When you take it apart, you get patterns that look like leaves in the fall. If you are planning multiple colors, do them in separate steps, they come out better (no areas of dye blended, good color separation, although, depending on preference, you may want some blending of the dyes!). Start with the darkest colors first. Use rubber bands or string to hold the shirt bunched while you apply the dye.
- Various pleats--It's easier if you get someone to help you fold the shirt. Basically, you fold it like an accordion, use about one-inch width pleats. You can go up and down the length of the shirt, or go diagonally. Different colors are applied across the different pleats (one color per pleat.) You get a shirt that has different bands of colors corresponding to the pleats.
- Swirl effect--Lay the shirt on the work surface and using your index finger and thumb, pinch the shirt where you want to have the swirl start. Then walk around the table while still holding on. The fabric bunches into a swirl not unlike a jelly roll. Apply each color to a different portion of the swirl, but keep a single color on each portion of the swirl. Don't cross to different portions of the fold (stay on the same fold) or the individual color won't be continuous throughout the swirl. Three or four colors works nicely (try to use colors that contrast when side-by-side). Now (this is where it gets interesting) put a piece of plastic-lined cardboard on top and use the plastic lined cardboard bottom piece (you know, the one I forgot to tell you about that you had to put down _before_ dying the shirt!) to flip the shirt over, taking care not to disturb the folds in the shirt. Repeat dying procedure.
- Teats--Pinch the shirt and pull up, forming a peak. You can either 1. smooth out any ridges (smooth cone) and then apply dye in a concentric fashion, or 2. Induce ridges (sort of like the pleats from b. but pointing to the center of where you pinched the shirt). Apply dye to the tops of the ridges or use the previous pattern. If you dye the ridges, you'll get a circle w/branches growing out from the middle, and if you dye concentrically, you'll get what looks like a "bulls eye".
- Batik--Caution: you can make a big mess this way, but this is one of the best effects I've seen. Essentially, you dye the shirt lightly using any of the above (lighter colors such as yellow or orange work best). Then, melt wax is applied to the shirt and allowed to cool. When you flex the shirt with the cooled wax on it, it cracks, creating a web-like pattern. Dye is wiped into these cracks and allowed to penetrate. The excess dye is rinsed afterwards, and now for the hard part: wax removal. Break off as much of the loose, bigger chunks by hand as you can Then one of several methods: Put the shirt in boiling water (below the surface) and the wax will come off and float to the top (repeat several times). Dry cleaning can also be used. People have also told me that certain solvents will also take the wax off, but I consider this dangerous! Besides, what do you do with the spent solvent, down the sink? (if you think bacon grease = clogged drain, try sending some wax down there!). Good effects, but again difficult and time consuming!
- Reverse dying--Bleach can be used as a dye also. Any shirt that already has color on it can be formed into any of the patterns above and bleach used in lieu of dye. The trick is to use the right concentration of bleach solution (H20/bleach). Also, how quick the bleach solution is rinsed off takes some practice. Another interesting way to use bleach is to hang a dyed shirt on a clothes line, get a squirt bottle full of bleach solution and blast it from about twenty feet away (looks like the milky way when you're done!). Finally, bleach, the wonder solution, can be used like an eraser on a blackboard if the shirt looks so bad that you can't even give it to your sister! (smile Linda, I'm just kidding :),:))
There's probably dozens of other ways to apply the dyes, these are the ones that come to mind. Please let me know if there's something good I missed...
How to apply the dye. There are two ways to apply the dye: one is to create a dye bath and soak the fabric in it, the other is to apply the dye (in a much more concentrated form) directly to the fabric (this is the way to truly achieve deep, rich colors). The reason for this is that the dye that you would send down the drain is instead applied directly to the fabric rather than being thrown out with the remnants of the bath.
I'll talk just about the second method. For direct dye application, there's two ways to prepare the dye/reactant system. One is to apply the dye to fabric that has been pre-treated with a base solution, while the second is to add the base directly to the dye before applying to the fabric. The advantages to the second is that you eliminate the pre-soak step. However, the dye must be used within 4 hours of base addition or it's shot. Personally, I think the two-step process produces richer colors, and the dye keeps for about two weeks w/o the base in it.
To do the two-step process, first prepare a pre-soak solution by adding 1 cup of soda ash to each gallon of water (lukewarm). Soak the shirts for about 5 minutes, then wring out excess solution. This is also an important factor in how much the dye will penetrate. If you really wring the sh*t out of the shirt, then when you go to apply the dye, it will really soak in. Conversely, if you leave it relatively soaked with the soda ash solution, the dye won't be able to penetrate as deeply (into the underlying fabric), sort of like a full sponge that can't pick up anymore. Again, T&E (trial and error). After the pre-treat, apply the dye to the exterior. The best way to do this is to use dish soap/hair dye bottles, which give good control of the dye. B/F gives mixing instructions for the right concentration for each dye, so I won't talk to that here. After dye application, put the shirt in a plastic bag (don't wring it out!) and seal it. Put it in a warm place (at least room temp.) for about 24 hours. Twenty four hours is OK, I wouldn't go less; and if you go a lot longer than that (upwards of two days), you'll get excessive penetration into the underlying fabric. (Just use 24, trust me!). It's also important to keep the shirt with the dye moist during the 24 hour set, again, seal the bag.
To do the direct application method (with the base added to the dye directly), mix the dye per instructions to the right concentration, and then add about one teaspoon of soda ash to each 8 oz. of concentrated dye solution. Before dye application, wet the shirt with warm water instead of soda ash solution. All else applies. B/F sells this stuff called "calsolene", which is a water-prep. chemical. I've used it sometimes and other times not, I'm not sure if the water in my area is that bad ("bad" meaning the particular mineral content). Some might require this, so it's probably not a bad idea to get it.
Two tips at this point: One--wear disposable rubber gloves, the base is harsh to your hands, and it takes about a week for the dye to wear off your skin (don't ask why I know that). Secondly, a persistent problem is cross-color contamination. You just get done making a nice red shirt. The next one is going to be pure yellow (or so you thought). Problem is it picked up red! Always change the gloves between colors, and clean whatever work surface of the previous color or its gonna be on the next shirt! Disclaimer: one of my friends made a nice shirt by wiping a shirt across a trash bag that he was using as a work surface...
The rinse. After the shirts have sat in a bag for 24 hours, it's time to rinse the excess dye off (don't be alarmed, a lot comes out but there's enough left behind for a good color). Before you even untie/cut the rubber bands or string, wash the outside of the bundle with cold water. This helps to eliminate unwanted "backstaining" (dye where it's not supposed to be). Then start to take the strings off, again, keeping it under plenty of cold, running water. Finally, I put the shirts into my bath tub, which I have filled with cold water and added a little laundry detergent (use just enough to get a hint of bubbles, no more). Let them sit in it for about a half hour, occasionally stirring. Then wash cold in the wash machine per normal way.
Misc. poop: Any spills can be wiped with a mild bleach solution (1 cup per wash bucket), but keep this solution away from your dyed shirts! Wipe spills quickly, before they have a chance to take! The pre-rinsed shirts won't stain your bathtub after the initial rinse under running water. The initial rinse should be for at least 5 minutes or until the water running off the shirt starts to clear, which ever happens last. Then go to the bathtub portion of the rinse...
Final word. I'm sure that there's gonna be some people out there that get bent that I posted this info (they would rather sell you the shirts). I hope that whoever reads this info uses it to make all their friends happy (some of the best gifts I've given). If your intent is to go out and make big bucks milking the scene for what its worth, may you get stuck with a 100 shirts you can't sell. I'm not going to try to control this info. as its fairly accessible anyway (besides, info. usually isn't the problem, underlying attitude as to it's use is...). With that in mind, have a blast! You can now have a good supply of tie-dyes for yourself/family and friends (yeah, I even got Dad to wear a nice sunburst pattern when he does his gardening!). The only reason I buy shirts anymore is for the screen patterns (I'm clueless as to how to screen!) Again, please feel free to add to/correct these instructions...
Glen